And I'm a million different people from one day to the next...

Dear __________ and _____________,

I hope you guys realize what you have done to the group dynamic.  I hope one day you realize that this was a bad idea, I hope hindsight treats you better than the foresight you perceived you had.
I hope that after every time you have sex with each other, you feel empty.  Empty and alone and ashamed, because you know it's devoid of love.  You may be good friends, but fuck, one of you almost killed yourself over the other!  It'll only happen again.  _____, I hope you realize that, despite your bad habit of romanticizing everything, he does not love you.  He is in it for the physicality, and you're creating any sort of romance all on your own.  ____, I hope you realize how you are using that boy.
It's fucked up.  And I'm tired of you pushing your friends to the curb so you can fuck some more.

Sincerely,
_____________

Dear ____________,

Thank you for the second chance.  I still think you're a total bitch, though.

Sincerely,
___________

Dear __________,

 

You two are so cute together.  It makes me happy to see you guys together, even if you think I can't handle it.  I don't say anything because I don't want you to think I'm overcompensating.

The only thing about it that makes me sad is that it makes me miss being able to cuddle, to be in someone's arms, to waste a whole afternoon just laying in bed.

You two just feels right.  More right than you and I did.

 

Sincerely,

________________

Dear _________,

 

I miss you so much.  I'm sorry for everything I did, you didn't deserve that.  I should've been stronger.  You deserve so much better than me, baby.  I love you so much.

It tears me up inside, what I did.

 

Sincerely,

_____________________

Dear __________,

I wish you weren't so ungrateful.

Sincerely,
______________